so i thought i wanted to be the next big fashion blogger a few years ago and it didn't work out. i bought those ugly sam edelman zoe boots thinking it would help; it didn't. i tried to 'casually' pose for the camera and pretended not to smile ya know look like you're in pain; that didn't work either. it wasn't who i was. i didn't have a dslr camera at the time and i didn't have thousands to drop on celine bags or those miu miu clogs that were oh so coveted by every blogger back in 2010. does it even matter anymore? do you even remember those clogs i'm talking about?
this is a current photo of myself...sans children
i love looking back at my blog and remember the days where i dreamt of being 'the next big thing' because honestly that is what i secretly wanted and who wouldn't? i pretended not to care though. this is so much more liberating..to be yourself. so yeah, i think i am calling myself a poser. although i love fashion and the idea of having a following on my blog.. it just didn't seem authentic to me. who wants to see pictures of my bag i got for 40.00 bucks at tj maxx? no one b/c it ain't designer.
anyway, if anyone is even reading, thank you for reading.
for now on.. i'm just going to do a bunch of random posts... because it's fun to look back at what you were doing in that point in time...
i love looking back at my blog and remember the days where i dreamt of being 'the next big thing' because honestly that is what i secretly wanted and who wouldn't? i pretended not to care though. this is so much more liberating..to be yourself. so yeah, i think i am calling myself a poser. although i love fashion and the idea of having a following on my blog.. it just didn't seem authentic to me. who wants to see pictures of my bag i got for 40.00 bucks at tj maxx? no one b/c it ain't designer.
anyway, if anyone is even reading, thank you for reading.
for now on.. i'm just going to do a bunch of random posts... because it's fun to look back at what you were doing in that point in time...
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